My 3rd Dimension
Thursday, November 8, 2007
i miss you.
i miss you. from the bottom of my heart. i miss you.
i have to tell myself. don't miss you.
i haven't seen you online for the whole day. and i know you've been away. but i still hope for a 'miracle' that you would show up somehow.
even if you're online, would i text you? yes. i would. yes. i will.
would i tell you that, i miss you? no. i won't. i dare not cross the line. so soon.
i don't know. is it i'm too sensitive. but, i guess... you feel me differently, right?
sigh. why can't i control my feelings.
it's too fast, too furious.
it could be just because i'm too lonely. and i need someone to be with me. and you are being so mature. guiding me. comforting me. clearing my doubts. showing me ways.
that melts my heart. totally. undefenseably.
i wonder. would i receive your email tomorrow.
i wonder. how our conversation to be once you're back.
i wonder. are we really gonna end up somewhere.
i wonder. are you really the one.
i wonder. how is it going to work out.
i.miss.you. B
i have to tell myself. don't miss you.
i haven't seen you online for the whole day. and i know you've been away. but i still hope for a 'miracle' that you would show up somehow.
even if you're online, would i text you? yes. i would. yes. i will.
would i tell you that, i miss you? no. i won't. i dare not cross the line. so soon.
i don't know. is it i'm too sensitive. but, i guess... you feel me differently, right?
sigh. why can't i control my feelings.
it's too fast, too furious.
it could be just because i'm too lonely. and i need someone to be with me. and you are being so mature. guiding me. comforting me. clearing my doubts. showing me ways.
that melts my heart. totally. undefenseably.
i wonder. would i receive your email tomorrow.
i wonder. how our conversation to be once you're back.
i wonder. are we really gonna end up somewhere.
i wonder. are you really the one.
i wonder. how is it going to work out.
i.miss.you. B
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
mixed salad
a mixture of vege.. is a salad.. with sauce and spices..
a mixture of feelings.. lost, loved, missed, anxious, eager, curious, wanting more... with caring and love...
i... am... hopelessly... poisoned
amazing heart beating
i really don't know how this happen... but... it's.. unbelievable undescribable feeling... i don't know how real is this.. but i miss him.. my heart beats for him... i think of him almost every now and then... he is so far away... things seem to be not possible... i don't know what is that umph thing so magically trigger me after such a long while... i know him, less than a week? .. but.. probably is his maturity, and his rational, and his loving kindness that really touch my heart, at my lowest weakest state of mind...
ask me some questions, i will relate all questions and thoughts to him now..
think of a name : (it gonna be his name)
think of a song: (it gonna be the song he sends over to me)
think of a conversation: (i will think of the last conversation i have with him)
i'll make sure i'm on msn as often as i could.. i would check whether he is online every now and then.. if i saw him blinking, my heart starts beating too.. but i dare not talk to him first... or.. i will find an excuse to start the conversation, but not so obviously...
thinking of him... i put a smile on unconsciously...
tell me.. am i in love...?
ask me some questions, i will relate all questions and thoughts to him now..
think of a name : (it gonna be his name)
think of a song: (it gonna be the song he sends over to me)
think of a conversation: (i will think of the last conversation i have with him)
i'll make sure i'm on msn as often as i could.. i would check whether he is online every now and then.. if i saw him blinking, my heart starts beating too.. but i dare not talk to him first... or.. i will find an excuse to start the conversation, but not so obviously...
thinking of him... i put a smile on unconsciously...
tell me.. am i in love...?